Lara
I think of you David and miss you everyday. I wish you were still here to hug and talk to. I wasn't prepared to lose you so young. You are too special, too smart, and too strong to be taken. I thought you would be here with me for many more years and it hurts so much to let you go. You had so much more life left to live and people to meet and love. I hope you are in a place where you feel peace and happiness. I hope you can feel how deeply loved you are and how much you will be missed everyday. There will always be a hole in my heart where you belong. I wish I had done more to tell you how much you meant to me while you were here. It torments me to think you may not have felt this before you died. It is unbearable to think that I didn't do everything I could and didn't try all the ways to help you. I wish I could go back and change all of these things. I hope you understand that I didn't know or think you were going to die. Please be ok and I hope to see you and have the privilege to love and know you again. I love you.Your sister Lara