It hasn't completly sunk into me yet that you are gone, I go to your house and think your going to come walking around that bedroom corner any minute. That must be wishful thinking because I want so bad just to see you once more to tell you how much I love you. I know in my heart that you are in a better place now with Grandpa and your brothers but the greedy side of me just wants you back for myself. I want to turn back time and go back to when you were really happy here with all of us. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and healthy and for others to stop taking advantage of you. You had the biggest heart I've ever seen in a person, there are not many people on this earth quite like my dad. I'll cherish every wonderful memory I have of you till the day I die. Say Hi to the Angels for me. I'll love you forever,Brandy Decatur, IL US